FrUitCaKe YOU.

circumstance is una puta & i don't wish to get into it.
all i will say is i'm not in a good state of mind right now & every successive thing is an added ignition to my rage & i am wrestling with every follicle of skin & heavy bones to keep the swelling profanity sealed behind my lips.

i randomly came across this:

WHO THE EFF RATES MRIRIAN FIVE STARS & RATES NAT ONE?!
because staring into a camera for three minutes, batting eyelids & hiding behind a smirk is INFINITELY MORE DIFFICULT THAN COMING UP WITH SKITS LACED WITH WIT & SPICED WITH HUMOUR?!

the idiocy of this world honestly makes my heart hurt.

and another thing,
who the eff invented anonymity & morons & gave them access to computers?
GO AHEAD & KEEP TELLING ME I'M UGLY & I'M FAT & I'M TALENTLESS BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY, AT LEAST I HAVE ENOUGH SELF-ASSURANCE TO PUT MYSELF OUT INTO THE PUBLIC DOMAIN, WHEREAS YOU SNOTS HIDE BEHIND BLANK PICTURES.

i'm sorry this was a morose post.
maybe my monthly visit of feminine assertion is arriving soon.
(didn't get that? PERIOD, BABY)

//edit// - a little less caps & a little more clarity
i don't know why the human default dances on the ugly side. why is cruelty always the first option? definitely not absolving myself of this guilt, i know more than anyone how easy it is to think badly of someone or facets of someone, but i also do know that saying these things outright aren't necessary. in this lifetime, there will be plenty who will NOT be swayed in our favour, & you know, that's fine, i just wish there was a little more tolerance in this world.

i hate you people with no sense of common decency.
i'm too much a dreamer, eh?

11 comments:

  1. Tomorrow is another day.

    BTW, happy V day, trust you got loads of flowers and candy.

     
  2. What? Only one star for Natalie?

    I didn't think the universe would stand for it. This person is obviously due for a checkup of some kind.

     
  3. Agreed! I honestly don't understand why so many people are so fascinated by that MRian/Magibon, whatever her name is, person.

     
  4. people are just stupid D:

    enough said.

     
  5. *Hug* hope you're still feeling cheery when you read this after our chat last night Nikki, keep at it.

    "Be who you are, and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind." --Dr. Seuss.

     
  6. a-freakin'-men. ILY KK.

     
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  9. [The deleted kevins above were me (and in a sense still are, especially the more smarterer won). I set up a blogger account so you would know this is your subscriber languageandhumor from Youtube.]

    Please tell me you were accessing Youtube on a quantum computer, which shows all possible states. Even nearly impossible ones where Natalie gets one star and MRirian gets five. I have nothing against MRirian, but why would anyone subscribe to her to get the same (even titled in Japanese) "Nothing" videos sent to one's subscriptions. Well, at least Natalie is a Partner. Wait, so is MRirian! I couldn't believe it when I saw her in the Partners list.

    I hope you're wrong about that "the human default dances on the ugly side." But if that's the sense you're getting from your experiences, sincere wishes for a sea change. Because the waves will knock those dancers off the ugly side into a marine mambo.

     
  10. dear nikki,

    you remain one of the coolest people ever.

    -timd

     
  11. LOL, that's not my channel, is it?!